hey couch. well i went to t this morning despite not wanting to. We talked about the emails and I told her about telling h all the J stuff that has come up recently and how well that conversation with him went. She has a table in there now that wasn't before, like a little coffee table in front of the couch, in one way I didn't like it because it was a solid "thing" between us, I liked how before there was just the little round table thing sort of between us but off to the side. I started to say that to her, but then I realized that I was oddly drawn to the table at the same time, so that is what I told her, and then she told me about the table, that its actually a bench, that was made out of trees in I think she said her grandparent's backyard (?) and it's been hers since she was a little girl, she said she used to climb up on it, stand on it and would just know that she could fly, and she'd jump off expecting to fly but kept finding out of course that she couldn't. It was a sweet story, and as she told the story I knew that it was the innocent child-like energy I was feeling that drew me to it, and I like it being there. Because it's more of her being present in the room. Sappy, yes. But, oh well. That's me, I guess. We talked more about my grandma, I told her about my charm bracelet that I had intended to bring with me today but forgot (my grandma gave it to me a long, long time ago) and some other stuff. I got a little emotional and cried a little talking about my grandma but all in all it wasn't a heavy session or anything, and I'm glad I didn't cancel.