OK, first i'm not sure if this is the right place to post this... I'm sorry if it isn't...

Second... I dont know what's wrong... lately (the past few days) I've not only been having these REALLY strange dreams, but during the day off and on, I feel like i'm in a dream... and I sometimes feels like a lucid dream.. you know how you can change things and stuff.. just by thinking it.. and I'm paranoid about thinking about something and then it's gonna change.. so I refrain from it... but then I also get to where i'm thinking "maybe i'm dead.. maybe i'm a ghost that just is repeating the same routine not realizing that i'm actually dead.. and that maybe I'm just really in my own mind" BUT I'M SO CONFUSED!!! I've never had anything like this happen before (only IN dreams) and I keep tellng myself this isn't a dream.. but I dont really know... it might be just one really long creepy one...