This is basically what I am and even though I try really hard to cover it up, the more I get to know people the more it naturally shows. I don't think most people value or respect someone with these qualities, so I am finding myself wondering if most of my friendships are just meaningless. I have nothing but resentment for people who look down on me, and I feel like most people I hang out with eventually make it clear that they look down on me. So what's the point in connecting with other people at all?