Ditto this. Hypo and getting high go hand in hand for me. Stable and sober is boring also. What I've been trying to do is fine more enjoyment in life elsewhere, like spending time with my wife and kids, working on our new house, performing at work, etc. It's not really a replacement for hypo or high feelings, but there is some satisfaction.

My doctor said, "You're getting a taste of what life is like for the rest of us."