I can totally relate. We've been beaten and abused to be made to feel worthless, and sharing myself felt embarrassing and shameful even though I was the victim.

It took years of loosening up on self-expression before I was able to relax and open up. Now as the others can test....I can't seem to shut-up! Lol

I share too much. But thats because all my parts want to express theirselves, too.

It'll be okay. Thats a great thing about internet connections, we don't know who you are unless you tell us, so just don't tell us who you are, just describe you, get it out and it helps to talk about it.

I do hope that you come back.