Hello therainmustfall: Honestly... I wouldn't be able to suggest to you what diagnosis your symptoms might suggest. They certainly sound to me like depression & anxiety... both of which are things I have struggled with over the years. But whether there is more to your condition than that or not is something that would have to be determined by a mental health professional. So, if you're not seeing a counselor or therapist at this point, doing so might be worthwhile. They may be able to help you to figure out specifically what is going on with you & what you can do about it.