Well I just don't want meds anymore. I do agree with having a personality disorder. Explains the lack of friends and a few other things. But at one time I was straight up crazy. Hearing, responding to voices. Now emotional but I'm not hearing voices. Worse thing I do is think out loud when very stressed, was also on 2 antibiotics when I experienced the thinking aloud. Otherwise quiet and fine, friendly. Just not a well liked person. I have my core group. But 1st impression wise people usually dislike me.