Thank you guys for your responses. It made me feel a little less alone. I did talk it over with my psych dr and that was my first time with her. She gave me a thumbs down on it; said I wasn't emotionally ready for such a big transition. ImmerAllein, your post was pretty spot on to what she said.

I was pretty depressed over it. I do know I'm not emotionally ready for such a move, but when will I ever be? I need to build my confidence somehow.