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My parents didn't ruin my life, only my adolescence, because I had no control over the situation. I left at age 18. My former t told me I am not responsible for the things that happened to me as a minor.
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What was it like for you when you left?
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I think you are nice compared to some of the other people I have met.
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Why thank you.
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And perhaps the fact I have an apparently psychopathic mother, a narcissistic father, a sociopathic ex means I am immune to harm by any of the above.
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You're not immune, but more awareness about it all and applying that knowledge you've gained does make it theoretically more difficult to target you.
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I do not know what the problem is with the people who harass me.
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Who's harassing you currently?
I've had my fair share of stalkers and so on, I don't really understand it. One stalker I currently have basically wishes she could push me into the lake of fire in hell but at the same time talks about how much she loves me and can't stand the fact that I "abandoned" her.
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I'm guessing what is different about you is you have been dx and treated. The people that harmed me were not.
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Yes, I was diagnosed pretty early on in life. Some aspects my outward behavior have definitely improved by societal standards though nothing in my actual mind has actually changed much. Also, just in the interest of full disclosure therapy has taught me many tricks about how to **** with people's minds.
I think the fact that I was diagnosed so early combined with me naturally being more self-aware than average is likely part of what's coming into play here. I have no issues admitting that I'm a callous, insensitive, unempathetic, charming, lying, manipulative, cunning, remorseless, cold-hearted, etc *****. Someone like your mother would not like admitting to any of the aforementioned, I'd imagine.
Who are these people bullying you and attacking you?
Do you think that perhaps not knowing who to trust is in part because you're not sure if you can trust yourself?