Well, it's mostly a job thing next to a trigger, like the guys go to work, deal with other guys. We gals do everything else like feelings, happiness, family life.

To us integration would be like taking blue clay and mixing it with red clay, you eventually get purple, but what is purple and why did it take so long??? Ewww.
We are hundreds of hundreds of fragments of fragments, parts of parts, sooo...a long time for purple to happen.

Besides this is our normal. Anything other would be scary???