Well I have been told I am difficult because I don't talk much and the therapist has to work harder. I have been told by current t that she gets frustrated because suddenly I will disengage and disconnect and she finds that difficult. She asks me to tell her when I am going to disconnect but I never know until it happens. She says thats ridiculous because I am doing it to myself, it's not just happening to me. I know that's true but I don't need to be punished because I am doing it.