I'm not going to pretend like I know everything about addiction because I don't. But I can understand a tiny bit because I was on the verge of alcoholism...drinking daily to get through life until something clicked and I went to see a doctor because I figured I should. Anyway, the point I'm trying to make is that I would be honest with your T about this. He/She should be able to help you through this difficult time or maybe provide you with resources for assistance. I hope you are able to get through it. I know you've really been struggling with the addiction, job loss, and money. Take care of yourself. We're here for you!