I am turning 26 next month, and lately, I have been feeling quite lonely. I can't seem to find a job, I'm in search of a gf, but no luck, and on top of all this, it seems like all my friends have disappeared. This seemed to happen slowly and gradually. My best friend since like middle school hasn't been returning my calls and texts. We were always tight and got each other. Last time I saw him was on parade day and after that I kind of spiraled out into a deep depression which I was in and out hospital for almost 2 months. I didn't talk to anybody during this time. I got out talked with him for a little, and were supposed to meet up the next day, but never heard from him. It's been a few months since I last talked to him, and I don't know why he's ducking me. He's always been cool with my personal ****, and I don't think that's reason. I'm going to try and get him today, and if he doesn't answer I'm going to leave a message. I understand he might be busy with work and school, but I don't think it's an excuse. Maybe, I am mispercieving this, but I have to clear things up.

My other friend, I haven't seen since new years. We used to go golfing once or twice a week, and now he's got a real job, but I guess he's doing his own thing. I asked him to go golfing a few weeks back, but never got back to me. I had one more friend I used to hang with and he's just weird and I don't bother anymore. We play basketball together, but that's about it. Besides these three friends I have one more who I'm cool with, we play basketball together but haven't gone out in a while, but he also has a gf. It's just weird because we all stopped hanging out. We used to all go out to wing night and occasionally do something on weekends.

I'm ready to find some new friends and maybe even move to another state. It's just disappointing seeing all my friends split. I know people grow apart, especially in our 20s but there's those few friends I thought I'd never loose. I have my online friends, but I need some irl friends ya know.

I don't know what I'm asking for, just some advice I guess.
thank