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OliverB · 10:17 AM

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Originally Posted by Little Cat

Try Googling de realisation.
I think that there are many worlds and some of us are in different ones to yours, as well as the "real" world, if that makes sense. So not all our experiences would be similar.
I would also look at Stephen Hawking's work on alternate universes.

Thank you. Derealization is similar but it's just a feeling, as far as I understand from what I have read. I am truly outside reality, in entities' world.

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Originally Posted by TishaBuv

Hi Nocter,

Probably 99% of people don't feel like you do about separate worlds and entities who control you. Those kinds of beliefs are a red flag to doctors that you may have schizophrenia or some dissociating disorder. I see from your posts, you are struggling with this.

I often feel like I don't fit in and misunderstood. But I don't feel like other entities control my mind. There's the difference.

I need to find a way to explain what happens with entities.

Some of them put ideas inside my head.
Some of them tries to control me.
Some of them talk inside my head, but not inside my mind.
Some of them make noises outisde my head.
Some of them send me messages without talking.
Some of them show me images.
Some of them prevent me to get in troubles.
Some of them make me feel things I don't feel.
Some of them tell me what to do.
Some are not entities but still talk to me, mostly they comment on what I do, or narrate it, or see the future and tell me what happens.
Some are not entities but they are next to me, sometimes they talk, what they say it's more complex than what entities say. These ones sometimes sound inside my head, but mostly they talk inside my mind, they sound more like thoughts that are not made by me, but they are not intrusive thoughts either, they are not forced inside my head, it's just what they think. They are like book characters. One of them has a name and loves maths.

But you know, I don't function that bad. Lately I have learnt to eat healthy and have a normal routine -I am 20 years old-, I have some problems cooking and going outisde, but I can eat by my own and clean. I am still completely socially isolated, but bah...I doubt it's schizophrenia or a severe dissociative disorder.