I talk to way to many creepy guys and it's affecting my friendships I think the reason why a lot of my female friends don't talk to me as much, is because I was always talking about the creeps but still talked to them. I am tired so tired of paying attention to creepy men or men in general because there honestly the reason why I have no friends and feel alone. I am paying all the attention on people that aren't even worth my thoughts just obsessing. A lot of why I do it is because I feel like these are they only people that would like me and have in common even though I am not a weird sleaze. I have no idea why I ended up attaching myself to these guys maybe there is a lot of self blame and hatred to myself for how these sleazy guys treated me. One thing that I will say the men I talk to are a lot less creepier than the ones I used to talk to. Hopefully one day as I discover my strengths I might find the friends that mirror my strengths, not my downfalls, and negative thinking.