Well, this sucks.

I've been feeling like complete **** for the past 1 and a half weeks. I've become so desperate that I want to purposely induce mania via Adderall XR or an increased dose of Lexapro. Seriously, anything to get rid of this godawful feeling.

Apparently my pdoc is allowed to revoke a prescription from the pharmacy! I just checked online, and sure enough, I need to "call for a refill" because there are 0 refills available! My pdoc is no fun (and too mentally sharp).