i still think most of them are real though i think they are just hiding cause it isnt safe here. but mostly lately i really think the doctors are trying to poison me with the medication and i have stopped eating because i am scared of what could be in the food. i really dont know what to do i cant even take panadol for a headache i am really scared i told my nurse and he said that no one was trying to hurt me but i cant get this out of my head and i am scared. i feel like i need to get out of here i thought i would be out by now i really didnt think it would take this long i want to scream and i am so tired but i cant sleep and everything hurts again.