Very sorry to hear about your husband. I can understand why you're both sad and angry.

I don't think all hope is lost when it comes to finding a new man. You have a bright, beautiful, caring personality. I'm sure you're also a lot of fun to be around. There are plenty of fish in the sea, and you *will* find someone. Sometimes it just takes a while to find "the one".

My uncle divorced his wife when he was 35 and he never thought he'd find love again, but ironically, he found love doing the things he loved. Maybe that's what's in store for you? I'm sure love will come naturally again... That moment will come at the right time.

I wish you luck with your new job tomorrow. I'm sure you'll do *great*! Hopefully the jitters go away soon.