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Originally Posted by eden1515
i still think most of them are real though i think they are just hiding cause it isnt safe here. but mostly lately i really think the doctors are trying to poison me with the medication and i have stopped eating because i am scared of what could be in the food. i really dont know what to do i cant even take panadol for a headache i am really scared i told my nurse and he said that no one was trying to hurt me but i cant get this out of my head and i am scared. i feel like i need to get out of here i thought i would be out by now i really didnt think it would take this long i want to scream and i am so tired but i cant sleep and everything hurts again.
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The best way to stop feeling like you want to scream is to continue with the meds, and be honest with your care team. If you don't do that, you have no future. That's the sad truth. You'll be on your own, and possibly even homeless and forgotten, living on the streets somewhere, doing God knows what, just to survive.
So, keep being brave, Eden. You can do this. Take your meds and eat your food. It is not being poisoned.
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