I need change, too!

I never cook anything using a recipe. I just make it up and can never duplicate it. I would be very happy to move around or even live in hotels. I don't like going to the same shops and seeing the same people all the time. I didn't really connect with enough people here and I want to move on to try somewhere new. I get bored of people when all our stories have run out and we get too tired of each other. I don't want to throw them away, but I want to keep meeting new people and hearing what they have to say...learning from new people.

I can do routine for the things that must be done. I do like some routine to a point. I feel like I am driving in a little square around my town to all the same few shops and it's very boring.

I loved doing plays where it would run for a while, then there would be a new one to learn. I would have been so content doing that for my whole life, but that didn't happen. At my job, it does have great variety and is always different, and I like that, even though I have been too depressed to really function at the job lately.

I do go on binges like watching a whole series of a show. But then I tire of things and go on to other things.

I suspect I have ADHD, and have hardly ever finished anything, sabotage my success, quit things usually, like to move on.