I'm so sorry about your husband, there just aren't words... But I greatly admire you for moving forward. And feeling so bad today, you have nonetheless resisted the urge to stay in bed all day and you've gotten some things done. Kudos to you. And best of luck tomorrow. I used to be a teacher and I know the nerves, but starting over again is tough (and admirable). I'm glad you're only teaching one class on your own and you can learn from the other teachers there.

Best of luck and many kudos for your courage and determination!