(((((((((((pinksoil)))))))))))))

I don't think your T is going to be disappointed. You did try, and sometimes contracts don't work out.

When people tell me to not even think about SIng - it's like it's a power struggle and I'm the one who loses. To heck with the fact it's supposed to be for my "best interests" ... I want control of my own life, and own decisions, thanks.

I quit SIng for a friend of mine. Bad decision. I screwed up and broke my promise. He didn't hate me though, because I know, and you know that we have to do it for ourselves. It can help to do it for others in the beginning, but it doesn't always work.

And you're not an angry, manipulative %#@&#!. I think I am right now though (since I'm just going through this right now, and writing to you... I hope I made some sense) - but if you're all of that, that means I can't be. And I want to be. And you're really nice and everyone's a bit manipulative and you're helpful.