Pink,

So sorry you are conflicted about the contract.

When you can't connect with T or conjure him up, would it have helped to call him again? And leave a message on his machines if it were too late?

I know you had a busy evening with your schoolwork. Were you really tired and needing an outlet? Hmmm, it feels like you need someone who you can talk to in the middle of the night if necessary, sort of like a 12 step group for alcoholics, or am I being ridiculous. Yeah, I'm ridiculous. But if you had someone you could talk to "live" just to keep you safe, then you could deal with the real stuff with T.

Peace & Love.

Be good to yourself, girlfriend. Here's something to cheer you up.



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