I'm so sorry you are going through such a hard time. It definitely sounds like they have to do so much more to help you as far as getting your meds right. Help is needed asap in a situation like this since I agree with others here and from past experience that psychosis and mania can get increasingly worse without an immediate intervention. I hope you get the help you need. In a situation like this, your health and wellbeing come first so that you do not continue to suffer like this. Hugs.