I feel empty, cold and numb. that loneliness I felt inside has completely surfaced. I'm kept up at night but not by racing thoughts. I even just found out that the person who is to be my soulmate, we may not be able to be together and I've never felt anything with anyone else but her. with that, I just feel like there's nothing left or more for me. that spark I once had, the bright flame that I tried so hard to keep, is burning cold and lifeless. might as well just rip my heart out because what's the use of it anymore.