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just a little bit ago I was sitting there and I heard people, but no one was out side.. it was screaming people and though i think this is impossible I still thought they were my parents, and i was really in the hospital, uncouncious and they were crying for me to wake up.. then i kinda zoned out and came back in thinking "i'm ...dead..." over and over until i was like "O.O what am i saying?!" and then stoped... and to make things worst my arm was hurting and i was convinced that it was the needle they had in me from the hospital (I wasn't asleep.. so i couldn't be dreaming in sleep... this is just one of the things in detail that's happening through the day today..)