Curious if anyone else felt this.

I've read so very many websites on dissociation. Ok. I am all of the questions they ask.

I've read so many books the past two years about dissociation and trauma and abuse. Ok. That's me too.

I've learned about all of the issues related to dissociation and trauma. Basically. I know that my childhood was horrible and I have been struggling with disorganized attachment all of my life. That basically sucks.

I've read. I've educated myself. I've learned the things to help me try and be ok when I get trigged and am not myself - to the best of my ability.

The question.

WILL I ONE DAY BE OK?!

Will there be a day that I can say, "I'm ok!"

Just curious if anyone has had that gift/revelation/freedom.

Please. Yes???