Serious question(s) --

If you keep saying you're hurt etc i.e., defying her, she will terminate you?

Or, she won't terminate you even then but just keep making life more and more miserable for you (if that's possible) and suggesting instead that you terminate?

Because if it's the former, my suggestion would be for you to keep challenging her until she makes the decision -- I know that sounds batshit crazy and I'm sure many will disagree but from my limited personal experience (of romantic relationships), this was the only way I could get out of some really dysfunctional dynamics (when I couldn't muster up the will to get out of it on my own).

If it's the latter i.e., she'll never have the cojones to actually terminate you, then I'm really very sorry -- there are few more exquisite forms of emotional torture than that.