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Originally Posted by Nocter
I don't have any accurated diagnosis, I doubt it exists.
Things I have been told in the past -from younger age to older-.
conduct disorder at 11.
asperger syndrome at 14.
high functioning autism at 15.
panic disorder at 15.
bipolar disorder at 15-16.
schizoaffective or schizophrenia at 16-17.
schizoid personality disorder or borderline personality disorder at 19.
PDDnos with psychosis at 19.
psychotic disorder at 20.
schizotypal disorder at 20.
I don't think any of them are right. But I don't have autism or a personality disorder -I was diagnosed with these mainly at psych wards-, and most of the other diagnosis are on the schizo spectrum, so I post here. If you don't want me to post here just tell me where else I should post.
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http://forums.psychcentral.com/schiz...ation-all.html
Maybe I am too young.
Maybe I don't tell my psychiatrist enough things and they don't know.
I almost never fully tell them things, like flashbacks or falling in wonderland.
I don't talk really much and I don't know how to explain these things while they are happening because I tend to be too confused to do it. Lately I have found the way to do it and wrote something and gave it to my psychiatris. also I don't trust them, actually, I am buying a knife to kill myself in the psych ward if I am inpatient again.
I wonder if any of you have been in a similar situation.
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-