I've been feeling sad about this since I realized last night that my favorite fall jacket is not going to fit this year. I'm frustrated in that clozaril makes me really hungry at night after I take it and I've been being pretty strict about what I eat at night yet I have not lost any weight. And the big belly means the jacket and who knows what else won't fit.

I weight 101 pounds more than I did when I started psych meds and stopping what I'm on isn't an option. I need to exercise more but I'm so tired all the time. We're trying to balance the meds out on that but it's tricky.

So I guess I'll continue to look pregnant forever.