I feel like literally nothing has a point or use anymore.
Sometimes I hate myself and I feel like hurting myself physically.
I really like love but it has allays disappointed me and made me feel worse.
I never hug anyone or receive love I don' t know if thats normal but anyway.. I don't "love" my parents or ever miss them, not that they are bad parents but I' d rather be alone allways. (Was born without siblings)
I could keep writing but the point is that I don' t see a point in anything anymore I sometimes hate myself for how I look or am not that I look bad but you know what I mean.
Sometimes I wan't to die just for small things like not understanding lessons. which makes me feel so useless and empty.. I wish there would be someone that would love me as much as I love her, something like that. but that thought t doesn' t allways help me.

sorry for the long post