I will give the example that I think personifies my problem with people. For instance there is this lady that both my mom and grandmother say is a real talker and won't stop once she gets started on our Meals for Wheels route, however she barely says boo to me. She'd talk to my grandfather a ton to, now it's not that I'm trying to get someone to talk my ear off, why is it that no matter how friendly I am, or outgoing I try to appear, that I never get any kind of sociable response from other people in return? Is it what I say? How I say it? (Because the same is true in online interaction as well). I'm tired of being lonely and not having anyone to talk to. I'm also tired of feeling ignored by pretty much everyone I encounter though I'm sure that's probably not it. What is it?
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