this survivor talk, i used to get inspired by it, but now.....i'll never get it out. marked for life. i guess in my gut i don't belive in survivors, it desn;t feel possible. i am giving up on that now.
i am the marked girl, the one you smell, sense, crave and imbibe.

so.pissed.and.i'd.live another.weekend.of beatings.torture.and.countless.brutal.violations.if. i.was.promised.that.if.i.survived.this.time.i.would.be.freed.from.it.forever.