Last time I was IP here I admitted to having had an opiate addiction 23 years prior and he took away my Klonopin. He said no opiate addict should ever have benzos, when I corrected him by saying ex-addict he rolled his eyes.

He is doing the same crap this time and my anxiety is going through the roof. I texted my PDoc to see if she can come but she never replied. I won't eat this clozapine, I spit the last dose, if it's half as bad as depicted on homeland no way. How do I get my PDoc in here to really help me, she's been working with me for 8 years. This guy probably isn't even done with med school. How in the world am I supposed to get to sleep without my seroquel? If I don't sleep and the demons and angels return they will move me up to the long term lockdown ward. Just want my head to straighten out.