hi so i had a bad day. first of all T made fun of me about the truchk and i got sad. he asked me if he made me upset. yeah. he said im sorry i dont mean to make fun of u. sometimes it helps to make light of this stuff to take the power out of the paranoia and delusion. i know he ddidnt do it to be mean but i felt hurt. at least he apologized. and knew that what he said hurt me.

then i go to work. all day my brain is going 100mph with loud thoughts. this and that and this and that and omg omg omg. ok so i get to work and its busy and they say umm we're short a cashier. ok. then this girl falls over n has a seizure o the floor and barfs and stuff and im like freaked out bc it was alarming and unexpected. so i page the manager. she was ok she has epilepsy.

people keeping callin gmy name all the time. sarah...!! sarah!! hey sarah. i tell this 1 cashier to stop. that if he sees me with a customer plz dont say my namae 20 times. he said sorry. i felt really really mad a lot. i told that cashier i aws gonna kill him. it was a joke but not really bc i felt really mad.

then this old dud emarches up to me nd says hey u need to call th eowner of this car to the front or else im gonna call the police bc theres a dog in the car n the windows are rolled up. i said umm i went out there with him and it was a hybrid prius. i said the headlights are on it might be running. he was like IMA CALL HTE POLICE i said all right all right. i go in there and page 'could the owner of the grey prius in the handicap spot plz come to the fron thank you". a lady comes up, immediately...without me saying anyhting..."if ur calling me about the dog the AC is on" i said its not me its this guy im just tryin to keep ppl calm.

ok i dont feel like typing anymore but another thing that happen was that i bleed on my pants at work at leat it was close to time to close the store.

I FEEL SAD