Well finally got in to my pdoc. Hes been out of the office and cancling my appointments. Finally told him about the Geodon weirdness (disassociation) or whatever the heck that was that happened to me. He didn't seem too concerned so guess I shouldn't be? I still cant get over it. It was just too weird. Nothing like feeling like you have just woke up and you have been somehow unaware or at some different level of consciousness for years. I don't even know how to explain it, its just too weird. Guess I will never know what happened to me.