My entire life has been a wreck lately and it feels so out of control. I got a 100 in PTSD and phobias. I rarely ever leave my room, let alone my house. I dropped out of school because I couldn't handle it, then signed up for online school but I'm about 40 lessons behind right now. Lately I can't focus on anything. I really, really need help and I'm in once a week therapy but it's just so not enough. I feel like I'm on the verge of another suicide attempt.