When I am hypo-manic or full blown manic, I use social media as if I am a celebrity and every one should know whats going on in my mind. I start tweeting every little thought that may make people laugh or may make someone angry.

Usually, when more manic, i start to feel the euphoria and it is such a high that i subconsciously begin expressing how great i feel and how great my life is on Twitter and facebook.

I have lost alot of "fans" and friends but I have gained alot as well. Sometimes the people i want following me, follow me for the wrong reasons and I've developed a fan based with in the gay community of Chicago of people that may not truly know the real me.

They may only look at me as the fun partying socialite that I am truly not.