My pys. has this way of making everyone feel like a complete idiot. I didnt tell him about the thoughts, I was too scared to. As I was leaving my T saw me and asked to speak with me. She knew about the called I had made to the Suicide Prevention hotline. She didnt feel as if I was in danger so she isnt going to tell my mom. I explained to her that I wasnt sure why I had those thoughts but that I wasnt going to act on them anyway-thats why I call the hotline. Thanks for answering guys!!!!!!! Me Luvs U all!!!!!!!!!!!!!