Same.
I hate Normal Roman and I LOVE hypomanic Roman. Roman when he is hypomanic is so much fun and laughs and sees everything with a whole new birth of life.
When I am hypo I get stuff done and I have a confidance.

i went off my lithium to try and get him back but I instead started dealing with depression and anxiety due to alot of tress and loss right now.

I miss hypomanic Roman sooooo much (crys a little and get back to work)