Yes, I'm hoping to not touch 401k. If I have to, I have to, but is last resort. I asked my dad for help today.

I filled out the function report and my mom did too. I don't know what she wrote. I was honest, I said sometimes I do have "OK' days for a few days even up to a week, but mostly I cycle from too up to too down. I sleep way too much, or barely. I don't eat like I used to. I don't socialize like I used to. My hobbies are mostly gone. I don't drive a lot. I isolate. I also wrote a letter than basically said the same stuff, and have a letter from my last boss, some pay history reports, FMLA and leave of absence records, etc.

I'm nervous as hell about all of it. I hope I did OK. I was honest and that's all I can do. I hope they don't count it against me that I said I have OK days sometimes, but I really think they will see that I cycle frequently and that really really affects me.

I'm going to turn it in tomorrow, which feels good to have it done, but I'm scared as hell too that I didn't do it right!!!