Oh I've been there. Had a "buddy" at the time so it worked out lol. But I also have had many issues with drinking throughout my 20s and would get hypersexual. Maybe it was mania I was self medicating for at that moment seeing that I was off meds in my drinking sprees and used substances to "fix" myself. I've never found a complete stranger but a coworker, friend, friends bf, friend AND their bf lol. Yea I've made many situations awkward in my days and I regret it all so much. Now I'm in a committed relationship so I have my bf and if he's not around I deal with it (take that however you want lol). However I've cheated in the past on people and felt horrible after. I was a train wreck growing up. Hell, I still am but I've definitely calmed down on the slut life lol. Some may judge me based on this reply but I'm just being honest.
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