Racing thoughts are present now.....but some of it is situational. I posted about this in the "Psychotherapy" part of my program in full detail, but my therapist revealed that my ex boyfriend was her previous client, and she talked about him in detail and gossiped about him to me: using what she knew about him to give me advice. For all I know, she can do the same to me....for instance, if he were to come back to her for therapy, she can say she knows me and tell him details. She said not to tell him what she told me about him. A few weeks ago on this forum, I posted how I was glad I found a therapist I can trust. Well, now I am left without a therapist and must start from the beginning more damaged than ever.