i'm not an old person, but i want to reply to this and say that i'm still in my 20's, but oh my ****ing god, i feel about 184

my arms are just well, useless. i can't reach up to high stuff, and like wise i can't reach down- i can only keep them at computer level

i can't bend down because my legs just give way and i fall to the floor- and it takes me ages to get up again

my weight is.. well, i don't even wanna talk about it

i creak more than a gate that's not been oiled in over 10 years and most of the time my hands feel so weak that if i try and do something (open something, or pick up something heavy), my hands just bleed

i know i should have looked after my body better. i know. all these people saying if you look after it it will look after you, but i also feel that you know.. no matter how much you look after it, no matter how much you do right, you're gonna die- your body is going to shut down. so what's the point in trying to look after yourself. what's the point, someone give me a point?

mentally it's like um, what the ****. everything's got so bad

you know i think the only thing going for me right now is not having to have any life saving operations, but i doubt it's gonna take long