It wasn't a trick. It was a starting point for things to work on.

Very interesting session where my husband made it sound like we have a tiny issue and then I painted the picture of how hugely, deeply dysfunctional we are.

The therapist said I was being histrionic. I guess I was dramatic in explaining. I'm feeling like that adds to 'getting the book (of diagnoses) thrown at me. I don't care, as long as I can stop this hysteria. I said I am not hysterical as long as I am not in the bed or even in the house with my h now.

I am hoping we can take the time to really get to the bottom of it all and sort out how much is me truly having diagnoses, what is happening with him and me together, etc... I need to look into myself before I try to move on because what if I leave my h and then fall into just as unhappy a situation?

I am very thankful I am getting this time and help to sort things out.