Exhausted from stressing about the same thing over and over for the last month. I'm thankful to have a job, but at the same time I despise what I'm doing. I've been scrambling every day looking for better opportunities. I don't know how much longer I can hold out at this job. I'm freaking out right now. Angry, irritated at every single thing, my head is full of thoughts I can't decipher because it's all a jumbled mess. It feels like I'm floating in another reality. If it wasn't odd, I'd scream right now in my cubicle.