I certainly do.
I feel like I can't relate to people on an emotional level, mostly because I think I feel emotions more intensely than the average person. I also don't think non-BP people can really grasp what it's like to have BP -- specifically the emotional instability part.
I think this "emotional disconnect" can create tension on relationships/friendships, which I believe ultimately results in alienation if the disconnect is too much -- at least for me, anyway.
I just feel that I'm "unpredictable" because of my rapid cycling, and that on its own might push people away? Not sure. That's just my theory
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