uhh, there's a massive difference between "in love" and "love"

love is selfless caring of another's well being, "in love" comes after, and takes a very long time to create.

5 months is not a very long time.....

go read a codependent recovery book or something, you have alot of pain to go through, he does have some problems of his own, like having sex so early... but anyway

here's what you need to do. Look at yourself and realize you have a problem, see if you can get your bf to do the same, forgive yourself for having those problems, and work on resolving them. You fix your own problems alone, but you share the healing with each other, and you can create real love. You'll create emotional intimacy, but you must learn to accept each other or its just gonna go splat. Love and accept everything.

Well seems like you have alot of pain coming your way, so good luck to you!

Realize that this post IS support, and it IS made out of love for other people, namely you. All i'm trying to do is help. All i can do is hope you listen.