I don't think this post is triggering, but... it's better to be safe than sorry. So I guess trigger warning?

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Sometimes I have phases where I don't feel like taking my meds, usually because they don't work well for me or because I think I'm "cured". I mean, why take something that doesn't work or why take something if you're cured, right?

Yeah, my meds don't work right now. They suck. My pdoc increased one of my dosages, but the same thing happens over and over: I increase my dose, I feel better, but then later I get hit with a harder depression and need to increase my dose again.

Very frustrating and discouraging.

That is all.