I interviewed for all job today that, going in, I was under the impression was part time because they described it as "student friendly" (I'm going to school online full time). Turns out, nope! It's full time, and I won't find out if I got it until tomorrow but my mind refuses to shut up about what I should do. So this is my little scream of frustration into the void:

Pros:
-I would be out of the house while the husband is at work, which is when my depression is the worst (I'm able to make it shut tf up when he's home so I don't make him worry. When he's not home, I'm a complete wreck)
-Extra $$$ (money is a huge contributor to my every day anxiety since I'm not currently working)

Cons:
-Going to school full time online while working full time will make me want to scream and rip my hair out
-Basically no quality time with the husband because when I'm not at work, I'll be studying, doing homework, eating, or sleeping
-Husband just got back from deployment, so all I want to do is spend time with him

I have the wonderful tendency of not knowing my limits and not knowing when to say when. I always think I can handle it until I've lost *all* my marbles.

I can see this job as being great in that I'll be so busy I won't have time to stop and realize how jacked I am mentally, but I can also see it as being the catalyst to me crashing and burning under the stress.

Maybe the answer will come to me in the morning. Fingers crossed. But if anyone has two cents to throw in, I would greatly appreciate it.